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Michael Jackson’s life was akin to a long one man show that ended when he was barely fifty years old. What did this adolescence of a star represent, to himself first of all? The physical transformations of puberty will generate massive anxieties for him, responsible for virulent and repeated attacks against his own body, finally leading to a real destruction of his physical appearance. His inability to accept these inherent elements of puberty were nevertheless counterbalanced by the sublimatory value of his artistic creativity. Thus, the moonwalk, the artist’s true signature, an acted and performed expression, may be the translation of fantasy scenario closely linked to the trauma of puberty and maternal castration. Recourse to a phenomenon of “extimization” of internal reality could thus have managed to produce a sublimated actualization of fantasies transformed in the fire of his esthetic creation.